Voice it out with reasons!!

Semalaman aku berfikir apa yang tak kene dengan aku sekarang.. setakat nak cakap jer x yah ler nak jerit kuat2.. ingat aku ni per??? hanjing ke per?? aku ni tetap seorang manusia .. kalau dah tak suka dengan peraturan yang aku buat, just say it and leave me alone.. i didn't invite u neither.. so, what should u do?? just fucking shut up ler.. x yah ler nak guna harsh word ngan i.. u ingt u baik sangat ker?? u think every words u throw to me, just like simple words to persuade someone, it was fuckin harsh damn!! u think u are great enough to say those things to me?? u thing u better than me?? i dun care.. i just wanna remind u something.. if u think my rule is fucking bullshit and suck.. u may break the rule and honestly i will back off.. i will leave u and ur mates.. i have no interest to still be with u..

Perhaps one could say that forgiveness is the best, but what u said was really terrible and i never expperienced it before.. u hurdled me like stupid dummy man, u said those idiotic words that i can't understand.. it was ok to me if u did it once.. but remember, u actually make my heart become tangled and suffered.. i dun care bout u anymore.. i will leave.. have a pleasure life after my leaving, then u can do whatever u want.. for the time being, ples , i am begging u to accpet my presenve for a while.. then u can hate me and damp me away.. THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING!!

Library Test

HHHHHHHAAAAA!!!! what to do.. soalan mmg agak susah dan sangat memeningkan kepala, tapi aku dah wat yang terbaik..dan rasanya kalo dapat result teruk pun aku akan redha jer.. hangat weyyy~~~

Otokahjoo.. what should i do..

After a month waiting for the MUET result, at last i can just proudly pronounce that Band 3 is enough for me.. I dun know where did i make mistake!! it was really expected this result will be in my hand cause from what i observed, the checkers were really strict and firm, they won't reflex any humanitarian values eventhough u made a tiny mistake, the only thing they will give to you is deduction of marks.. Nothing more than that,,, Perhaps, i was too eager to oppose the opponents during the speaking test, but if didn't say a word, then a conversation will be in silent mode.. Can u imagine that!!
None from my class got band 4, the highest only band 3 and the average is band 2.. Perhaps, like what my friend said, the quality of marking for MUET needs to undergo the rechecking process. There must be some irrelevant methods which can't be considered nowadays, what i meant was a drastic evaluation on MUET needs to be under the consideration of Majlis Peperiksaan Malaysia in immediate effect.. As a student, we can only express the dissatisfaction that have been kept for a long period of time.. but maybe the power of minority won't be taking into consideration by assuming it's just another light matter which is not too crucial... Let it be my mistake this time.. i will improve the weaknesses in me ..

Susahnye...

Mengingatkan semalam ialah hari yang paling sukar untuk ditempuhi.. Jumaat yang sangat tragik.. Kene pergi ke dining masriah yang jauh lepas jumaat adalah cabran yang paling sukar.. Humm.. sekurang-kurangnya kalau FC buka, that will be better, but hopes remained hopes.. Jalan kaki ler aku ngan roomate yang kini sudah berpunya.. Bila time makan malam lak, aku jalan kaki sorng2 gi makan kat dinig tue gak.. masuk ni.. dah 3 kali aku jejakkan kaki ke dinind masriah tue.. humm. i know it will be more after this,, dengan dobi yang tutup, sekali lagi aku diuji ngan kesukaran.. Hummm. kalau semster dulu aku hantar kain ke dobi je, tapi skrng lain ler.. dobi tutup sebab dak diploma takde.. humm.. this is really bias.. but wht to do, i can't simply change the rules made by the authorty.. sekadar nak komen je le yer..

Macam-macam...

Kelas semalam sangat hebat!! aku bagi lima bintang ler.. kelas critical thinking sengat best.. belajar ayat dan perktaan yang sangat bombastic.. kelas yang sederhana kecil dan cuaca yang sejuk jer, memang sangt merangsang pesekitaran yang sempurna.. kalauler aku ada kesempatan untuk mengekalkan kemanisan dlm bekljr bel 313 ni, kan bagus an!! humm.. moving on.. kelas bel 216 ( muet) gempak habis wey.. humm..presentation products ler katakan, masa hanya 20 minutes, but we were eagerly to perform what we have came out with, till the day,, i just criticise other products .. x cukup masa, aku hanya ley kritik dan tanya soalan je ler,.. humm.. tapi apapun, produk dorg memang gempak,,, gemoak menipu ler,, huh!! x kisah ler.. kan tema nyer ala-ala craziest thing ever invented gitu.. ko ader???

A journey never ends...

Humm.. eventhough i have reached the second semester of my studies, but i am really happy coz i have gained all the dreams that have been setting up.. life is like a journey, coz it will depend the traveller on how and where to go.. just time will prove and show everything for something ... humm..
MTC 037 taught me precisely on criminal and civil law and cases, then now i can even determine the charges will be announced towards someone without referring to newspaper again.. Yet, many sorts of civil case have been introduced.. and i'd remember everything though it's just like climbing a thorny mountain.. then.. where carefulness is a must..humm..

sedih sangat...

Hampir dua bulan aku duduk di rumah untuk cuti semester, kini tiba masanya aku pulang ke UiTM Merbok untuk menyambung pengajian aku untuk semester kedua pula.. Masa berlalu begitu pantas sekali sampaikan terkadang aku tak mampu mengikut arus masa.. Namun kesedihan untuk meninggalkan kampung halaman, tidak dapat aku sembunyikan lagi.. kadangkala bisikan jahat syaitan, sering menyuruh aku supaya tidak pulang ke sana lagi, dan sekadar bekerja disini.. Namun aku punya seribu cita-cita yang harus aku laksanakan sebagai seorang pelajar dan juga insan.. Aku harus menuntut ilmu untuk menegakkan maruah bangsa aku yang kian lemah dimamah kemodenan..
Seduhnyer...Allah saja yang tahu, apakah yang berada di dalam hati aku ni.. tiada siapa yang mendengar keluh hati yang sangat sarat dengan perasaan yang kekadang aku sendiri tak tahu apakah itu.. Namun, aku hsrus mengharunginya juga.. Sebab untuk menikmati kesenangan kita haruslah berdepan dengan kepayahan.. Aku ingin sekali menjadikan impian aku sebagai sebuah realiti, bukan sekadar ceritera dongeng yang hanya lisan berbicara.. aku akan jadikan ianya satu kenyataan kerana aku mampu menakluki bukit impian itu.. Aku pasti!!!