Voice it out with reasons!!

Semalaman aku berfikir apa yang tak kene dengan aku sekarang.. setakat nak cakap jer x yah ler nak jerit kuat2.. ingat aku ni per??? hanjing ke per?? aku ni tetap seorang manusia .. kalau dah tak suka dengan peraturan yang aku buat, just say it and leave me alone.. i didn't invite u neither.. so, what should u do?? just fucking shut up ler.. x yah ler nak guna harsh word ngan i.. u ingt u baik sangat ker?? u think every words u throw to me, just like simple words to persuade someone, it was fuckin harsh damn!! u think u are great enough to say those things to me?? u thing u better than me?? i dun care.. i just wanna remind u something.. if u think my rule is fucking bullshit and suck.. u may break the rule and honestly i will back off.. i will leave u and ur mates.. i have no interest to still be with u..

Perhaps one could say that forgiveness is the best, but what u said was really terrible and i never expperienced it before.. u hurdled me like stupid dummy man, u said those idiotic words that i can't understand.. it was ok to me if u did it once.. but remember, u actually make my heart become tangled and suffered.. i dun care bout u anymore.. i will leave.. have a pleasure life after my leaving, then u can do whatever u want.. for the time being, ples , i am begging u to accpet my presenve for a while.. then u can hate me and damp me away.. THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING!!